14 Februari 2012

Yesterday was valentine's day. Honey gave me the sweet cake. I liked that. Thank y, Honey! I gave him the picture that taken on 13 February last year. I wish he loves that.

I wish I can feel love every single day. I'm glad that he wants to care bout me every time I need him. But sometimes I'm afraid to be honest with what I feel. He thinks that I'm only a Miss Theory, but I'm honest that I love him. I just want to express what I feel. If he is in silent, then I'm in silent also, every thing will be so dark. I don't know what he feels and I he doesn't know what I feel. I just want to share what we feel. Honest, I'm so proud of him, but sometimes I fight with my own opinion. I'm too scared to say what I feel when I feel hurt. I'm so afraid if something bad happens on us.

I really understand what he wants. I know that he wants to get married. But I'm really sowwii that I can't do it soon. I need time to finish my college. I need to have my carrier. I wish we can go to that point 2 years later. Dad, help us!