On yesterday, 12 February 2012, I went to the church with Babe, Bo, and Pudan, without Mom because she was working. I worn the black shirt. Honey worn the same color. I call that 'telepati'. Hahahahahaha..
In the afternoon, I didn't lead Legio Meeting because I must work at 12 a.m. So difficult to got angkot from Tg. Piayu to Panbil, then so difficult also from Panbil to MM. Finally I was late. Ckckckckckckckck.
After worked, at 4.30 p.m, Honey picked me up from MM. Then we went to Ocarina. I just wanted to 'bernostalgia'. Hohohohohoho..
I told to him everything that I felt. We laughed together, we shared together, ate together, everything. I told him that I didn't like he used the watch from Lia, I didn't like He called Lia, told him how disappointed I was when he showed that watch aggressively. Then you know what, Honey almost wasted that watch. Honest I was glad if he really really wasted that watch. But I held him to do that. I don't want to hurt him just because that stupid watch. I let him to use that watch again, but tonight I'll keep the watch. He explained everything those disturb my heart (that watch and calling Lia).
I know those things are so stupid, but do you really now the reason why I do that? I don't want to lose him. I want him to be my last. That's it. But he can not understand that. He just know that I am the 'lebay-est' lady in the whole world. For him, I just express everything excessively and irrationally. Come on! I just can't let him go. In my mouth, I may be can say that I can let him go, but deep inside my heart, I swear I can not. If may be one day I must let him go, I need too much time to heal my broken heart. But, I wish I can stay with him ever after. Amin!
It has been two years. Next year, it will be three years. Honey hopes that we can get married next year, but I'm really sowwii, I can't. I'm still getting college at that time. My plan is in 2013. When I'll be 21, and he'll be 31. Ou, Dad, please help us to do our best, please. -_- Amen!
I know those things are so stupid, but do you really now the reason why I do that? I don't want to lose him. I want him to be my last. That's it. But he can not understand that. He just know that I am the 'lebay-est' lady in the whole world. For him, I just express everything excessively and irrationally. Come on! I just can't let him go. In my mouth, I may be can say that I can let him go, but deep inside my heart, I swear I can not. If may be one day I must let him go, I need too much time to heal my broken heart. But, I wish I can stay with him ever after. Amin!
It has been two years. Next year, it will be three years. Honey hopes that we can get married next year, but I'm really sowwii, I can't. I'm still getting college at that time. My plan is in 2013. When I'll be 21, and he'll be 31. Ou, Dad, please help us to do our best, please. -_- Amen!
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